My Poor Leevan

Kesian my little Leevan...bengkak bah his right eye....What a day...I panicked when I saw the swelling..Zoom tothe Dr. straight away in the middle of the night. I don't dare to wait because Leevan has G6PD. I'm just worried that it might be an allergy or whatever. Dr said I have to wait 2-3 days for it to be better....no New Year for us then.....most important my kids are well...maybe will call my sisters and mum over to bake some delicious cookies so that Leah won't get bored. Need to occupy my little girl time.....

I hope everyone had a great holiday today....Take care and HAPPY NEW 2009 all....

Christmas Eve..

Its was a busy day for me.....

Morning : Woke up early and prepared breakfast...Soon after, we started baking cookies. Leah just love helping out and keep on eating the doh...warned her not to eat too much or she will get stomach ache...did some house chores..saja mau sedia...mana lah tau ada guest...haaha

Noon: Went to fetch my cousin from my parent house. Sending them to the airport. Punya lah hectic. It was their first time naik kapal and I had to guide them from A- Z. To make matters worst..system down ah d Air Asia...adui! Once check in, bawa makan then we balik. By the way, they just came from the Phillipines and I cannot blame them jugakan...my fault for complaining.

I send my mum to Donggongon and Leah back home to Eden for her nap. I continued my journey to Imperial Hotel to fetch my friend from Labuan to this one saloon that many people were talking about at her place...I mean by her circle of friends lah.Its a 5 star saloon kavagu...so I was eager juga lah mau look and see what is so special....memang lawa lah the place and ada security lagi ah...cewah! ( This friend of mine is only 26years and sudah dapat title Datin ah....punya lah young) For me, I won't spend almost 1K for my hair sajalah. hmmmnn...We were late cause we got lost. So, had to reshedule another day for her hair do.Oh ya!Did I mention the jam was terribble in KK..sampai sya terjumpa c Osse..sempat again she beli cake from Secret Recipe and we crita sikit....

After sending her back to the hotel, I went to fetch my cuppies at my aunt Lucy's place...yummy cuppies from her children.

Evening: Got ready for 7.30 p.m evening mass in Limbanak....by 7pm we left Eden. On our to church...the road was really narrow...this particular iswara just wanna force his was out...dengan selambanya...he just limpas and garit my car....in front of me and zoom cepat2 after he limpas....I was like...huh? Punya berani but I just diamlah...manage to find a parking space and check my car before we proceed to church..there was a long garit on my car....Bless you dude for doing it. I forgive you even tho I know my hubby gonna scold me for what you did.....nasib Christmas Eve....after mass.....continued dinner in Bakuteh Sangavian and home we go....My kids manage to open 1 present after church as I promised...I asked them to spare the rest tomorrow morning...nasib dengar cakap....heeehe..That was my day for today....a tiring day but I enjoyed it...manage me not to think of the time as I'm so missing my Hubby so much........Oh ya, he called just now...I was so trilled. Kalah tu feeling kena 20m jackpot kali....heeeehe...Happy Holidays everyone and a Blessed Christmas...banyak makan2 mau attend ni starting tomorrow...heeehe..golombon lah ni soon..

FREEDOM IS THE ESSENCE OF LIFE

Best prayers I think I have ever read. PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE A MINUTE. I started not to do this, but as I read it..... I understood God to say, 'You need a miracle tomorrow' so here goes...Prov. 29:25 You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!! Change the number in the subject box when you forward it by adding one!!! Dear Lord, I thank You for this day, I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And give me the best response when I'm pushed beyond my limits. I know that when I can't pray, You listen to my heart. Continue to use me to do Your will. Continue to bless me that I may be a blessing to others. Keep me strong that I may help the weak... Keep me uplifted that I may have words of encouragement for others. I pray for those that are lost and can't find their way. I pray for those that are misjudged and misunderstood . I pray for those who don't know You intimately. I pray for those that will delete this without sharing it with others I pray for those that don't believe. But I thank You that I believe that God changes people and God changes things. I pray for all my sisters and brothers. For each and every family member in their households. I pray for peace, love and joy in their homes; that they are out of debt and all their needs are met.. I pray that every eye that reads this knows there is no problem, circumstance, or situation greater than God. Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight. I pray that these words be received into the hearts of every eye that sees it in Jesus' name. Amen! If you prayed this prayer, change the number in the subject box before forwarding the message so people can see how many other people have done so. God Bless ! ! ! ! ! Just repeat this phrase and see how God moves!! God I love you and I need you, come into my heart, please.

The greatest Man in My LIFE

Especially for my dearest Hubby....

He is the man of my LIFE...The man that I knew I want to be with for the rest of our lives...The man that took my heart away...the man that I meet for the first time in my life and knew that I wanna be his Mrs from the first glimpse.

Hubby, your a great man and will always be....We LOVE you so much with all our hearts. We adore you so much for just being you. You make us smile and laugh all the time. The way you show your cares makes us feel so much extra special.

He is the man that gives me the whole meaning of being a wife and a mother. A husband that cares for his family so much. I just don't know how to stop and keep and telling you how much I LOVE YOU so much.

I feel nervousness each time your back home. I become panic and I just wanna doll up for you. I wanna empress you so much and that gives me the jitters of failing to do so. I am sad and angry each time you have to go to work but I hold that feeling back. I know your doing all this for the family...you want the best for all of us...a better living and our kid's future.

Hubby, there are time I can be hard headed and stubborn and I'm so SORRY. Its just that I LOVE you too much and I know you feel the same too....just fed up of the time we are distances from each other because of work....

Hubby, do you know that you the most HANDSOME MAN on earth. I know you are and so do our kids...like Leah always says...Daddy, you are so handsome :) You are not only handsome from the outside but also inside. Your the kindness person that I know. Your sweet and gentle at your own way. Your Romantic, clueless at times and can be so much surprisingly. Your a MAN with a PACKAGE. A man that learns and teaches me in many ways. A man that I Love so much...a man that take my breath away. A man that I'm so much in LOVE with.....a Man that I LOVE and ADORE so much.......

only yesterday your off to work and I am already missing you so much...missing you like CRAZY....I miss you hubby and LOVE you so much.....

My gift to you is not much but You mean everything to us....Merry Christmas to you Baby...Love, love, love, love you so much....

JOlly..jolly Christmas

Hey everyone...

Came home 2days ago....Its a fun trip and tiring too....so much to unpack. Will upload some pics later.

The sad part is, my hubby left for work this morning to Miri. A short job in Bokor. We will not be celebrating Christmas again this year...maybe next year. He tried his best to retain in KK and rejected few jobs. The offer was too good to reject. Hopefully he won't be doing much air diving anymore once he get his ticket in SAT next year....*crossing fingers* and he will be home for Christmas next year.

Anyhow, he will be here with us for Michelle's Mosom wedding and hopefully for his grandparent grand celebration......*hoping*. I hope he will be home when I give birth to Baby Lana....yes, thats her name.

Hah! I really had fun shopping until I can't think of what to get....heeeehe. Oh ya, I meet my best friends Rose too.....She got some pressies for my kids and kuih for us...heehe. Thanks Rose, it was so thoughtful of you.....

MERRY CHRISTMAS

To all my dear fellow friends and bloggers....

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU..
&
HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009.....

GOD BLESS

Its a GIRL

We are expecting a baby GIRL next year....so excited.

I guess the new research might be true and reliable. It would be great figuring it out sooner then expected right.

Have a great weekend peeps..Take care......

Won't be online for few days.....we are going to KL for a short holiday...I'm so looking forward especially the shopping part........wohoooooo!

Our

As promise...here are some pics of our rented place......its simple but satisfactory for us....

the master bedroom

the living room

the dining room

Leah's bedroom

Life

Isn't it amazing that George Carlin - comedian of the 70's and 80's - could write something so very eloquent...and so very appropriate.

A Message by George Carlin:

The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways , but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness.

We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom.

We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often.

We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not inner space. We've done larger things, but not better things.

We've cleaned up the air, but polluted the soul. We've conquered the atom, but not our prejudice. We write more, but learn less. We plan more, but accomplish less. We've learned to rush, but not to wait. We build more computers to hold more information, to produce more copies than ever, but we communicate less and less.

These are the times of fast foods and slow digestion, big men and small character, steep profits and shallow relationships. These are the days of two incomes but more divorce, fancier houses, but broken homes. These are days of quick trips, disposable diapers, throwaway morality, one night stands, overweight bodies, and pills that do everything from cheer, to quiet, to kill. It is a time when there is much in the showroom window and nothing in the stockroom. A time when technology can bring this letter to you, and a time when you can choose either to share this insight, or to just hit delete...

Remember; spend some time with your loved ones, because they are not going to be around forever.

Remember, say a kind word to someone who looks up to you in awe, because that little person soon will grow up and leave your side.

Remember, to give a warm hug to the one next to you, because that is the only treasure you can give with your heart and it doesn't cost a cent.

Remember, to say, "I love you" to your partner and your loved ones, but most of all mean it. A kiss and an embrace will mend hurt when it comes from deep inside of you.

Remember to hold hands and cherish the moment for someday that person will not be there again.

Give time to love, give time to speak! And give time to share the precious thoughts in your mind.

AND ALWAYS REMEMBER:

Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

George Carlin