My son knows Amen

Yay! My son is growing so fast and he is learning few things already..every night we will do the sign of the cross and the end of it..he knows Amen..I'm so proud of my son including Leah..Both of them were trained and a practice every night for us to do the sign of the cross every night..I'm proud of my kids achievements..

My Mum said.....

Jie, after you give birth.....I'm going to be strict to you. So, don't complaint. Its for your own good or you gonna face the consequences when your aging....out of the blue.....(I just look at mum with her smiling face).

My mum continued...I don't want to see you in front of he computer ah later.....Its spoiling you and making you tired and weak.....Its spoiling your complexion too....You don't want to look haggard after giving birth. I was like.....huh? ok ba that Ma.....you want me to jaga you or not...so, I silent away...hmmmn...I know my mum is concern about our complexion that..dari dulu lagi. She will tell us if we don't look good with this or that. She will suggest and so on..She will even tell us if we are gaining so much weight or we are getting chubby and tell us to look out for our weight. Mana you wanna cari mum like that....haaaaha, my mum is truly my bestfren..my hubby knows it and know I'm so manja with my mum...skit2 cari mama..haaaha..Kadang2 my hubby gerits juga & tell me, cukup la bah manja ko tu..kasi chance adik ko yg lain.....haaaaha

Not only that, my mum is bringing my Ninang(Godmother) to take care of me as well. I know she is gonna be strict. Now I have my mum and my ninang with me for the whole month..Yay! but so much looking forward cause I know I will be well taken care of....its only a month after all...I don't want to kena Novingkat saja like my 2 previous after pregnancy.

My Ninang & Mum is good with the children so I don't have nothing to worry. My so ever helpful helper will be doing the house work and my HUbby will be like Wow, not many errands to do..all done by my both mum and all he need is to maybe bring the kids out and do the groceries and so...My mum and Ninang are good with their hands...sedap eh kena urut...Yay, thats gonna be the best part for me.....sure its gonna be bored laying on the bed but a mummy must take care of her health too with her new born....so that, she will not be sickly in future...i'm so happy with the arrangement my mum doing for me for this confinement...Oh ya, I'm gonna have the real ayam kampung too and not the one bought in supermarket cause my dad is raring like over 200 chicken at our home in the kg.....haaaaha..My kids love going there cause they can see few animals peliharaan from my dad....my dad is also raring fish...My kids love fishing at the pond behind my aunt house.

All and all, another 4 weeks or less to go....and We will be cuddling our little baby Lana...Leah and Leevan surely excited with their new sibling. My hubby had arrange with his boss so that he can come home early of May to be around in case of emergency...I truely grateful for having a wonderful family.....

Phobia and cautions

Phobia after watching a short video taken by 1 of the employer of their maid. It really sucks and scares the hell out of me. This maid step, push and did a flying kick on this little kids. If i do see her, i wll do a flying kick on her.

I cancel my attention to get a 2nd maid terus ah. Despite that I will be tired but I won't mind cause for the love towards my kids. I don't want anything like that to happen to them. My current maid is good towards my children &I have trust towards her. Hopefully she will continue to treat my children as her siblings.

We don't know other ppl character and have to be careful. There are lives involved &we don't get lucky all the time to get a good maid/helper. What more if we are staying at our own without anybody supervise them. I love my kids so much & i guess no harm surviving with only 1 helper. After all, Leah is big now and more independent. Leevan is growing fast too...i guess better prevent before it does happens in our lives.

Boredom &Laziness hit

When this combine...it can be a disaster. Yay! Don't know whats wrong with me today....normally I get excites with online shopping or browsing can do already but I don't have the mood. I told my hubby and he said its not unusual of me....heeehe. Tho its a good news so I won't be spending my pocket money & I can bring forward the next month ...heeeehe. Its a good thing too in a way.

I did find some interesting website....just waiting my mood to pump back but I doubt myself. I have my kids to worry...on &off mode this feverish and flu. Apart from that,my super laziness and tiredness in my last trimester. I need loads of rest. I'm losing weight instead of gaining. My mum is checking on me everyday now....from the biggest detail to the smallest. My mum is so worried looking at my condition. My eyes and banyak lar my mum complaint. Even my wedding ring can easily slip off my finger..Yay! I'm scare and maybe gonna put them away for awhile till I give birth. I don't want past history to repeat. I lost my wedding ring and Thank God somebody found it in donggon near Ching Fah. We were so gretaful with the St. Anthony prayer and the responsible person that found it. Luckily it was not pawn in any jewelry shop or what....It will be dreadful.

Enough of me mumbling..I'm just damn bored and don't know what to do....haaaaaha..Aiya, this mummy just can't wait to give birth soon...............

Few more weeks to go

Oops....few more weeks to go and I will be in that scary delivery room.....Its gonna be my 3rd experience.....Gosh, still I'm nervous and scare just like the first time.

We are so looking forward for baby Lana's arrival..so so much. I can't wait to hold and cuddle my new born baby girl that I've been carrying inside of me for 9 months. Tho, I'm sooooooooo not looking forward for the process of delivering and 1 month confinement.

Having my children are the most wonderful thing ever happen to me and Hubby. We are so trill and overjoyed. Oh ya, we are like other parent too that complaint and tired sometimes entertaining their behavioral but that makes the process more fun. You can be so upset or angry and them but once they start saying their words or smile..your heart just mellow down and you forget everything why you are angry at them in the 1st place

They are small but they can be smart too. They can teach us in so many ways and its a learning process for us all.

Well, wish me the best and please pray for me on my delivery day. All the best to me...and also to those other pregnant mama that are giving birth too.....I'm so tired and opusakan at all times during this month..wish its over soon

Its Family Time again for Us..

My Hubby is home since Saturday and had been enjoying our Family Time...Its so GREAT having Hubby around. His trip back home may be short but its the time we spend together with the kids that matters.

Leah & Leevan is so attached with their daddy..We bring them out almost everyday and the daddy had been pampering the kids with presents and the mummy too (heeeehe-bukan selalu ah).

I guess the fact that he may not be around when I give birth this May makes him feel bad..so sorry hubby. We know you are working hard for the family and the kids sure understand it too. We just hope for the best and when you will graduate from this coming Nov course, you will be able to spend more time at home. Its also masa kegawatan so cannot be too choosy. We know your grabbing opportunities while there are..

Sure, I'm grateful for having hubby home and having a man at home. Many people ask, macam mana ko tahan Jess? Buli ka? without a doubt, memang la bah buli...na pa indak buli? Laki sya cari makan ma..bukan p menggatal...heeeehe. Macan mana kami rindu sama dia..dia pun sengsara bah..jauh dari anak bini & di tengah laut some more..my friends pun never ask the Q again...haaaaha. Sometime, we need to sacrifice and cannot expect marriege is a bed of roses.

My Hubby was so happy bah when he saw our kids. I just left 2 months and so banyak the change. Leevan start walking already and Leah has this no ending Q to her daddy..The daddy just LOVE and adore the kids so much. He Loves when he heard Leevan chuckles..Leah trying to impress him with her dancing, singing and etc..Oh ya, did I mention Leevan called him Daddy...he was like top of the world.....

Hubby will be leaving again this coming Saturday..decided to kasi cuti Leah tomorrow from her school...we will be spending more time with the kids before he leaves for work again.....gonna miss him so.....oh ya, need to remind my self to keep a t-shirt of my savo so that the new baby can smell her daddy smell when I give birth later. Takut she becomes like Leah last time..cause daddy was not around too at that time...................