Its almost end of May..

Wah..its almost end of the month...don't you think that time do flies so fast? Thats what I feel......kinda.

My kids are growing very fast and so many things around me that I have to do...I can't catch up...uwaaauwaaa....

Missing my husband very much..oh yes, he went off to work again....Will be seeing my husband again in July...can't wait. Nowdays..he comes back more often as kinda consistant and sticking to this 1 company...we meet more often and he works not so far as usaul..in Labuan...more request minta p labuan lar...kalo kena reject..what to do lar..have to go to other oil field. Last time, almost 5 months offshore...so sandi that.. now only 45 days work n mayb 1 week or 2 hols..better what right? Dulu like 3 days..suda jalan..tia sempat pun apa....Lol..

My girls are so sweet....kinda like me I think..thats why I kinda know how to talk to them if they are rebelling..ada time tu..sampai mau kasi kluar the 'pasut' already. I am struggeling with my son. There are times he can be so sweet and times that if he rebels...sana lar kami...gaduh habis....he gives me the silent treatment and me pula berabis sweet talk and sumtimes mau treaten him...still he won't budge..why that ah? I think he wants male companion but his 2 boy cousins won't let him join them cause his younger..what to do.Kesian also me. He ends up playing himself and always wanna follow me where ever I go. That 1 I do understand when he needs a fren to play and talk too..Sumtimes, I think he takes advantages on me..kesian the sisters pula I think.....the bigs sister ok but the younger 1 constant want to argue with her big brother..delimma also sumtimes...LOl.....kids growing up....

Well, signing off...