I Miss being pregnant..

Pregnant again.....!!! Nope, I am not...Lol. How is wish I am. Unfortunately, Dr. S don't advise to get pregnant again because of some complicated matters if I do get pregnant again. If I do get pregnant this near future, I have 2 choice..either to give up my life or my lil one...so, the best solution for me is to prevent...

Chances to have another..? Yes, I can but in maybe after 5 years time..which maybe too risky for me and the baby still...according to my gynea. still long way to go tho..

However, I like being pregnant. I think being pregnant, I can eat as much as I can and also feel my baby grow the whole 9 months. I feel that I am sooo damn beautiful also when I am pregnant..I think, I am always glowing...LOl (perasan time)

But, when I was pregnant, jealous pula me see people slim...can wear all those sexy maxi dresses and clothes..Yay...but, mau slim bukan senang oooooooo...a lot of discipline and work out...wanna look sexy after giving birth, u need to work for it....haaaaahaa (which I am lack of)

I remmeber when I was pregnant, I can eat all those yummy food without getting worried but now....mau makan pun susah hati...(budu kan) The beauty of being pregnant, sooo siok. its just that, it can be tiring and so..where else,when I am not pregnant, I can do many things......Well, I think there are advantages and disadvantages or being pregnant and not pregnant...

Now, I am enjoying my time with my little ones...being with them and see them grow...the beauty of being a SAHM...till my next post

Trying to generate and still trying

As I mention before, being a stay at home can be a GREAT experience. I know not everybody enjoy to be a stay at home mum or had the privilage. I am LUCKY and GREATFUL.

Anyhow, being a SAHM can be very flexible with time; not always but there are free time. I do not regrat that I don't have the privilage to work I do envy some cause they can generate their own income. Chasing dreams that I have long to achieve but I know there will be a time for that...

However, I come across with this website especially for Mothers. Mothers that are eager to learn and to generate income as well. I am still new and still learning but it opened my mind. I wish I could chase my dreams and yet small step at a time.

Below is the website that maybe anyone of you are interested

ehomakers.net

Happy Mothers Day to All Mums and Mum to be....xoxoxo

A blessing and prayer tribute to all mothers

"Blessed be all mothers

Who have come into our lives

Whose kindness, care and loving

Remain with us to guide.

Your inspiration in us

Made us strive in every way

Especially to remember

Helping others makes our day.

Mothers, this little tribute

Flows directly from my heart

You are so loved and cherished

Invaluable, one and all, you are.

Susan Kramer

A Mother's Love

There are times when only a Mother's love

Can understand our tears,

Can soothe our disappoints

And calm all of our fears.

There are times when only a Mother's love

Can share the joy we feel

When something we've dreamed about

Quite suddenly is real.

There are times when only a Mother's faith

Can help us on life's way

And inspire in us the confidence

We need from day to day.

For a Mother's heart and a Mother's faith

And a Mother's steadfast love

Were fashioned by the Angels

And sent from God above.

Author Unknown

You Were There...

You were there when we took our first steps,

And went unsteadily across the floor.

You pushed and prodded: encouraged and guided,

Until our steps took us out the door...

You worry now "Are they ok?"

Is there more you could have done?

As we walk the paths of our unknown

You wonder"Where have my children gone?"

Where we are is where you have led us,

With your special love you showed us a way,

To believe in ourselves and the decisions we make.

Taking on the challenge of life day-to-day.

And where we go you can be sure,

In spirit you shall never be alone.

For where you are is what matters most to us,

Because to us that will always be home...

Author Unknown

Hello May and Happy Birthday to my Lil Lana

Hello and good day everyone...

I can't believe that it's the month of May already..Time flies super duper fast ever since I had my kids. They are growing up so fast.

I remember as a student..long long time ago (tolivot time), time flies so slow..I just can't wait to grow up and be 18...haaahaaa. But now if you ask me, I miss my student life..so so much....

Anyway, this post is about Lana..Its her birthday tomorrow..wishing my daughter a 1 YEAR. We LOVE you so much baby...and you will grow to be a GRACEFUL girl...