Gossip and ??

BuZzzz, its my best fwen Rose. She's online on YM. catch up on our stories and as usual, me nagging her to wrap up her thesis. We went to the same U and she continued her Master in Psychology. Took her a year juga belum habis-habis......cause I know she is thinking to take her Phd too.......buli lah I see her for free...haaaha(kavagu)but she is in KL and me in KK ler..

Anyhow, she told me a hot gossip about one of our fwen. Her family owns the place in Lembah Impian but they sold it to somebody else and turn it into Lembah Impian. Yeah, this family is super RICH. She go married to one our fwen who is also SUPER RICH from Jakarta. They go married and hots for each other...but, they got divorce later......All of us were shock!!!!!!!What HAPPENED....then she followed her family who migrated to UK and cont her studies...the story just end like that.

I'm super scare of the word DIVORCE. I dare not to think of i and its Taboo in my chapter of life. Say that I'm kolot but I believe in marriage and must work out whatever the matters are disturbing the peace of a marriage. My best fwen said its like a trend...dah......I told her.....its not . I believe marriage are meant to be sacra and be left like that......memang sia kolot lah...just say it. We had made our vows in front of the Lord in HIS church...dare we to disobey? I don't know about the rest but marriage is not a bed of roses....and there are the ups and down in the journey.....tho, we can work it out. As 2 person are brought together to become 1.

I LOVE my Hubby and Kids so much......They are the reason I'm here....meant to discover the journey together as a family....

Frustration

Hmmmmn, I'm not feeling that motivated nor happy. I feel frustrated. I'm sure everyone have their bad day. Today is mine. Arggghhhhhhh....I feel so blur and pandai bingung2 this.....


I wish to be some one success...earning my own $$ and I can do what I can with it. My own choice. Tho, I know its impossible..........(I know, nothing is impossible). I just feel frustrated at this point......I will be fine after few hours..cam tu la ni kalo ppm ada mood swing....heeehe