Why?

Something I wanna share...of what I feel and hope that I can share or provide...I adore our old folks very much...very much indeed. I just love being around them if I could and listen to them.

They touch my heart for so much they experience in their LIFE, the obstacles they go through, the smiles on their face and sweetness in them and so on. The miles the have gone through.

However, I feel ache in my heart to see some of our old folks that are abandoned. The sadness in their eyes, the LOVE that they need and some one just to care for them or listen to them. I wish I could help and just spend the time with them if I could.

Today, I went to the clinic with my sister. I saw an old lady. She barely can walk and she only have this young grand daughter of hers beside her. When her consultation was done. He grand daughter held her hand and help her to walk. I cannot resist asking the grandmother, are you ok nai? You know what see answered me? Ingka no tii, somok no paradise( its like this, its almost paradise for me). I smiled at her and we greet good bye...

I remember, I really enjoy my trip to the old folks in PAPAR every year. It excites me. Its a yearly trip made by the club. I wish to visit again soon.....the last trip I went was 2 years back..how much I miss that place...I wish I can do more charity work if I could one day..fulfill what I love to do......I miss my grandma each time I think of her...How she had raised me and taught me...I feel the grieve when I lost her so bad...I still can't get over her..I miss you POPO