Happy Mother

I must say, I think I am doing a good job in mummy hood? Lol...my kids always want to be around be and do listen to me even tho garang. Always drawing pictures of us together. Despite of my working schedule and mummy hood schedule...there must be always time with my kids. Learn to know what are their interest and maybe I could help them to improve by enrollng classes that they like which I can see progress instead of forcing something that they dislike. What I meant to say, only we know our own kids and its all from us to groom our kids formthe future. I Pray that my kids will be a good person. Despite whatever they want to be but character in a child itself is very important. A person with bad character will never go far but a poor person with good character, will always be love :)

Month of Love...

31 January....hooray, gaji day for me....haahaaaa......but its the end for January 2012. Time flies so much especially when your enjoying it. Dang!!!

My kids are growing up sooo fast....I feel so left out and trying my best to catch up witht them. CTer kapus kapus to follow my kids punya pace. They are so active bah.

Anyway.....my purpose today is to blog about the month of Love...February xoxo.

Who does not Love celebrating Valentine's Day. I do..in fact very much. Masa time muda2 tu kan, time cinta2 monyet gitu. So many plans this. some more darah muda. so nice to have that special someone and learning and knowing what LOVE is :)

Its so nice to receive flowers, gifts and most of all to have that special some one with you. *wink* (I can imagine suda that time muda) Sweet and very naive. and hoping that time never ends

Well, that was before and now, I finally found my special and my better half..my Husband. Its a blessing from God and I THANK GOD for granting me, my husband. He makes me smile, he gives me the giggles, he makes me special and he make me perfect in my own way. He make my heart warm when I think of him and had been there for me in my ups and down...he lends me his shoulder to cry on and light up my gloomy days.

Yes, he is always away from work but he never makes me feel far from him...we feel very near to each other. I believe that we complete each other :) God had granted us 3 beautiful babies...which makes our life even complete. Its surely a challenge but hell says life is like a bed of roses. Sometimes it can be so sweet like candies and colorful like the rainbows and once awhile, gloomy days will come..there comes the challenges. 

by the way, a shout out to my friend Angie http://blog.audeanor.com/ for her upcoming birthday  in month of February and a Happy Valentine Day to you. Thanks for inviting me to join your contest..*tia pernah sya join ah contest ;)*

Happy Lovey Dovey to everyone in February. Its not only February bah kan but its everyday (every chances that I can get)

I need to update and re-arrange

Oh blog,my blog is messy. Need to do more arrangement.

Have been busy too with my 3 toodlers. Growing up so fast and not enough time for everything. Need better time management for me :)

Life have been great and such a Blessing. Thank you Lord.

Hubby is coming back tomorrow. Yay, so excited. Tho, he'l be here for only 3 nites n back to work. Yet still, we are
greatful that we still can spend Q time together with each
other and the kids. I imagine myself that having my spouse
working in the army or any occupation that requires the family not to see each other for years. Bless them with health, faith and love.

There so much that I want to say but maybe I should save it till my next post... Till then

:)y

Self Confidances

Oh yeah....I am losing it.....LOl.

Before, I've always hope that how I can turn back the time...but NOW, I am GREATFUL for everything..the GOOD and the BAD. I learned a lot from it. Mistakes that made me a better person I am now and also the great memories that I collected along this journey.

What I mean is that...I don't feel CUTE anymore.....haaaahaaaa. I can't wear those cute pretty dresses not skinny jeans, tight cloths and so on.....the list can go on and on......My hair is in a mess and my face needs facial.....heeeeeheeee..

However, I should not complaint. I am not the only one. I will have that time if my interest have not changed tho by that time. Haaaahaaa..My piorities are my children now. I had my momont already....Heeehee (dulu2 bah bila blum kahwin and masi dating2.....) Thats why I got married early....Bunga telah dipetik they said. I am still young after all and I have 3 wonderful children...They are growing up so fast after all....By that time, we will be super close and share the same interest I hope with my girls....

So....I  am not losing my confidances after all...its just that I am busy with kids and chores at home...Lol..silly me...........after all, Hubby is providing the best to us...why complaint? keeekee.....mulau bah....I Thank Lord for the abundance gift and blessing from HIM.


I think I got my case to rest....need to cari masa saja bah this..not at this near moment tho.....me again now this ada mood baking and cooking. I am becoming a better housewife and mother to my own family...an improvement and kudos to me..after all, those can wait even tho still need to take care. Neglecting our children is a No NO No.....

Have a great day ya all.... :)

The Needy and the Greedy or The UN necesseries

Hey peeps.....

This is gonna be another long and boring entry...Lol...so be prepared whoever is reading this. This is also a repetative entry that I've been blogging about......wanna be debt free~~~~~dreaming for now.g

I like blog hoping and read other peoples adventures. Learn about places that others went to visit or so. I like looking at pictures too in FB....all the nice places to visit and adventure.....

Like many others, I love to travel if there is an opportunity but Un fortunately I don't have that time nor money to spend on...Lol. All I can do is dream but its not wrong right?

I would ask my hubby, can I go to KL and meet my best friend an maybe do a little shopping? My hubby will reply, yes you CAN B. I would smile in delight as I know i can go BUT the excitement  would only last for awhile because I will end up not wanting to go. Haaaahaa. I wouldl feel bad because I will leave the children and surely I will miss them so much. Apart from that, I am afraid that I will dissapoint my hubby even tho he gave me the green light. Lol. Hubby will ask, when your going to KL? I will go like...cancel...I don't feel like going and the thrill is no more there...then we would laugh. My hubby would know whats in my mind. However, he would be nice by getting my nice things in exchange even tho I don't ask for it....lucky me.

Actually, We have this  3 years plan ahead. We would love our loans for our kasigui house, our mamut villa and cars to be all paid off by end 2012. Apart from that, each our children would have 50K( the more the better I hope) in saving. It sound hard to achieve but if we really concerntrate on our vision, maybe we would eventually achieve it. The longest time would be end of 2013....Meaning, no travelling, less shopping and so on.

Hubby would always said to me, it would be great if everything are all paid off and we do not need to worry about debts anymore. All our children future are secured. After that, we can do anything that we have been dreaming  and maybe build our last small kg house ( or we would say our retirement house); where we can plant veges. I would laugh at that each time he brings it up...( I would imagine that moent and smile). When we come back from travelling, we do not need to worry about debts to pay off house loans and so. Lol. I would always smile when he tells me  of his plans for our future. My Hubby would always remind me....We are the needy one. We work and get money for the necessary one only for now...we do not need to be greedy. Being greedy will not take you no where after all. I think that is well said from my Hubby. Stepping on ground rather then flying off to cloud nine...Haaaahaaa.

So, I will not think of travelling and so on for now. I want to implement the dream that my Hubby sets for us. It is for our own good. After all, everything will go to our children. That is more important right? Children are the heart to our soul, wihout them...we would not be here where we are standing now.....

I am dreaming off a life where life will be lighter and free. A life where my family can enjoy rather then thinking of a 30 years loan to be paid ahead. Everything is worth to be sacrifice for the children.

Hubby too will celebrate our 10 years wedding anniversary that I would be looking forward to...Haaahaa. Hubby said it will be our DREAM wedding where we can renew our vows(that would be romantic) with very super close family and friends.

As for now, I will keep on doing what I like..looking at pictures and enjoy blog hopping. I would learn a lot from there. WHo knows, 5 years from now...I will be on smile travelling with my hubby and children...

Chiao from me.....xoxoxo

Happy February

Hello my dear friends...

How's everyone? I hope everyone is doing great. I hope everyone had a good month of January.

Its February now...and we know Valentines and Chinese New Year fall on the same day. It means a lot of eating, receiving gifts and ang paus for the singles...lol.

Nothing much from me...I just miss my blog...so much. Life have been good for me. Weheeeeee...
Oh, did I mention? I received early present from my hubby....heeeehee. I love it so much. Hubby said, kasi awal cause our 2 kids fall on the same month....so tia rasa when i get the kids gift..Leah on the 3/3 and Leevan 15/3 and mine on the 2/3.

Did you guys checked out the new furniture warehouse along jalan penampang? I cant rememeber so please spare me. I find the place is quite reasonable.

What more? Oh ya, one afternoon, I was checking on my Fb and found out Elda was pregnant pula so I congratulate  her...that evening, I went to Giant suerpmarket City Mall with Hubby and saw her there. We had a small chatt...Lol...What a considance kan......

We attended Jerome and Judith's wedding today with hubby. It was beautiful. The Bride blushing Gorgeous and the Groom is so cool...steady ko sana Jerome....

Stayed home most of the time now as my kids are not feeling well....Leevan on and off fever and Lana is having flu.

I guess thats it for today...Happy month of February to all.......and have a GREAT one.....

My Dreams

I have been thinking? What will life be 10 years from now????I will be 39 years at that time. My kids will be all grown up and don't know what else...LOL...

10 years from now, I do hope some of our dreams do come true.......it start with a dream, a bit of imagination and hard work...I am sure those dreams will come true.

As for now, we are trying our best to make those dreams come true one by one...one step at a time.

As for these year, we are hoping to move in to our own house. Hoping before end of the year. I don't want so many of complicated renovation or so...All I want it to be liveable and comfortable...A home and not a house. We do not want to waste more money on house rental. Its a waste that we need to pay rental for a house that do not belong to us.

Apart from that, I am going to be so relief that by next year...my prado will  be belong to me and not the bank...Habis bayar at last........I just can't wait. By next year, we only need to pay our vacation home in Ranau. We want to be debt free 10 years from now.....

Another 5 years from now, its gonna be our 10th years wedding anniversary too. This year, we will be our 5th wedding anniversary. Nothing fancy or anything but we do hope to get away for quiete time. Our 1st honeymoon maybe..lol. We do not plan to go anywhere far tho, mayb some place that we both agreed on. On an island and maybe great diving..planning around lankayan, kapalai or maybe mabul but everything arent sure yet with My hubby's working schedule, anything can happen. We just wait and see. We do plan renew our vows on the 10th anniversary. It was my hubby's idea. However, its just a plan and anything can happens.

We do hope to have enough or maybe more then enough savings for our childrens educations. We hope to provide and they will be able to achieve their dreams. We our kids to be good children with a kind heart and successfull indeed. We want them to be a good role model to one another.

As for now, I am concerntrating on the house renovations and crossing fingers that we will move in by as soon as possible....till then......cheers

Happy Advent, Blessed Christmas and A Happy New Year 2010

I would to wish everyone Happy Advent, Blesses Christmas and A Happy New Year 2010 in advance..
May all we've wished and worked hard on be a great 2009 exprience for us....all the happy thougths will remain and the heart aching will be a lesson to us all....

A Blessed Christmas for the family to united, love and to care....a get together for everyone to look forward on and a reflection to appreciated all the Wonderful life that we a gifted...peace to all of us...

Would love to take this opportunity to ask forgiveness on my wrong doings or so on along this years that I may not realized hurt that I caused...

Window Shopping for Christmas

Christmas..christmas..christmas is just few weeks away. I just can't wait. I am sure everyone is busy with their christmas list...same here.

I 'd started my window shopping now. Just looking around for good bargains. In the mall or online. Its so exciting to look around at the nice and cute stuff for your love ones.

Recently, I like to visit ebay. So many things and in many categories. Happy Christmas shopping everyone.

Beauty Course

Talking about wanna look good and so...definetely everyone wants to look at their every best. Every woman is beutiful regardless who you are and what you do....but the most important is, we have to beautiful from the inside too. A sincere, humble and kind heart must be part of us always....I remind myself everyday. Be grateful for everday blessings and always include everyone in our everyday prayers. Everything had a reason for everything.

Actually I wanna share about a beauty course that an academic school is giving out for free...this beauty school is funded by the goverment as I was told.

It is a 3 month course and they even give out elauns. I was so excited when this terapist told me about the details while I was doing my body massage. I don't know should I join or not. The classes are also not that hectic. According to her, morning ada class, that afternoon don't have anymore......sometime no morning class but they do it in the evening. sound good and flexiblekan.

They teach bradal makeup, evening makeup, everyday makeup or for functions. They teach how to sangkul the hair in many style...I am so interested oh......

It was 6 years ago I last join a beauty workshop....pun free..now another free course....I am still thinking whether should i join.....

Bless you Con Man

 I really hate (we  cnt ever hate ppl))dislike these types of people. My style is, I help you and you will help me but if this case end up like this.....it is really frustrating.

I bought health insurance for both of my younger children. I paid him in cash and he promised to give me the policy by end of September and now its already end of October. I can't call him nor see him....full of bullshit....suda lar old already. Please mind my language. I believe helping peoeple is good but this person really dissapointed me.

He is a figure of a father and grandfather to his family but.....hmmmn...I believe that when I purchase an insurance, that person is entitle for commisions even tho not that much but people like us who purchase from you at least can give you some earnings.....

I have decided to stick to my current agent that had service my insurances for a period of time. He is always there to remind and so. I believe that I have to invest another RM900 for my kids insurances and I guess I wanna transfer Leah's one too to AiA.  I can trust my current agent and I know his family too....Insurance is kinda important for my children future.

Too many toys??????

I am wondering....can a kid have so many toys? Oh gosh, How I wish there is a regulation that a kid can only get 1 toy a month......cause these toys are driving me crazy......but it bring JOY to my kids...haaaha

Oh gosh, I was thinking of selling my kids toys as 2nd hand or else donate them. with 3 kids combined together, maybe I can open a small toy shop by now. These toys cost a fortune too.....boleh bingkarap ooooo....

Leah, Leevan and Lana have this room that I converted to their toy room.....to my surprise, almost cannot muat everything inside. Barbie doll saja Leah had like 11. 8 barbie dolls are the good quality one that can cost me and the daddy hundreds plus each and the rest are the one ok ok lah. I am so frustrated cause leah does not take care of her toys properly.....sakit hati me see the barbie no cloths lar or lost one part of the body...last time, my family can't afford a barbie so I settle with paper doll....pun made me on top of the wall....Kids now days ah...terlampau banyak choices...I hate going to Toys R Us....

What do you guys think???? should I sell Leah's toys....banyak yang good brand punya..from leap frog, fisher & price, little tikes, mothercare and more....should I? I did asked Leah but she did not approve this...macam mana ni? Maybe I should a bit longer.......

Kids growing up...

What can I say...???Leah and Leevan are growing up so fast....they were so fragile and innocent when I held them in my arms for the first time...so sweet and angelic.....time really flies.

But now, I can and wanna tell so many stories about this 2 siblings. can be so funny and stressfull. Leah and Leevan do argue and play with each other and I guess thats normal.....hmmmn.I cant stand the part where they will talk back to me or just show some attitude that they dont agree with me.Tho, I just can't stay angry with them for a long time. They have this face and attitude that can make me put on a huge smile for them. Lucky me and Hubby...

I can't wait Lana to join the big bro n sis...I Love being a mother and doing all the chores that I can do for my children. I don't want them to grow up too fast.

I am enjoying the adventure as a mother and wife to my family......

Gerigits.....

Me sooo gerits with my templete ooo.need to find time to change it.....so pale and empty..I want something colorful.....

Life is GREAT

Good Morning everyone,

I've not blog for ages. I miss my blog so much.

Just to say that I am Happy with my Life. Everything is great and going. Life is a struggles and a roller coaster. Nothing is PERFECT. there will be defects in many ways. Tho, I am still Grateful with it.

I have my BEAUTIFUL children and WONDERFUL husband. I am prepared in many ways to get through this everyday life. This will proof how much I LOVE my family so much..whether we are in up or down situation. I am prepared to stand by my husband side in what every decision he makes and we are going through..meaning to say....Tomorrow is a mystery and we won't know what is gonna happen. We should know what is our main priority in life, decide and stick to it.

I am Grateful to God for the BLESSING and I will continue not only to be Happy for myself but also for everyone. Selfishness can be EVIL and destroyed so many. We are Grateful, life will be at peace as we don't ask for more but just to be Happy what we have. God, I thank you for being there for me and Helped me in many ways. I am BLESSED.

LOve you...

your humble daughter...

Moving again....

hey everyone,

have not been here for sometimes. I've been very busy with my daily routine and almost forgotten about my blog...

There are many new pics and stories that I would love to update soon.

Oh ya, I have been house hunting again....its so tiring. My current rented house is kinda small for us now with my sisters staying with me and my cousin too....my 3 little children need more space to play. They are restless stuck in this apartment. We are moving to Taman Grand Millenium, a Terrence corner...more space for the kids and can play and paddle their bicycle....heeehe..
Can't wait to move in......

will update again soon..........chiao

Dreaming and If I only could work...

Its great to become a housewife cause I have the opportunity to bring up my kids and see the develop from 1 stage to another. I could educate them and bring them up with my own way despite depending on my nannies to help me.

However, time do flies so late when the kids are asleep and I am darn bored dont know what to do. So, I was thinking, it would be great if I could work from home and do my work when the kids are asleep or occupied with thier own activities. As I wonder,if there is....sure mst mother prefer to stay at home and be with their children right?

I've been doing blog hopping and search in web if there is something I can do to earn extra money. No need to be much but as a start, it would be great ya........I am still not giving up tho....haaaaha, still trying.

Working fulltime is not an option for me because my hubby wants me to be with the kids at all time. Lelsie is working offshore and he does not want another parent be far from

Boredom &Laziness hit

When this combine...it can be a disaster. Yay! Don't know whats wrong with me today....normally I get excites with online shopping or browsing can do already but I don't have the mood. I told my hubby and he said its not unusual of me....heeehe. Tho its a good news so I won't be spending my pocket money & I can bring forward the next month ...heeeehe. Its a good thing too in a way.

I did find some interesting website....just waiting my mood to pump back but I doubt myself. I have my kids to worry...on &off mode this feverish and flu. Apart from that,my super laziness and tiredness in my last trimester. I need loads of rest. I'm losing weight instead of gaining. My mum is checking on me everyday now....from the biggest detail to the smallest. My mum is so worried looking at my condition. My eyes and banyak lar my mum complaint. Even my wedding ring can easily slip off my finger..Yay! I'm scare and maybe gonna put them away for awhile till I give birth. I don't want past history to repeat. I lost my wedding ring and Thank God somebody found it in donggon near Ching Fah. We were so gretaful with the St. Anthony prayer and the responsible person that found it. Luckily it was not pawn in any jewelry shop or what....It will be dreadful.

Enough of me mumbling..I'm just damn bored and don't know what to do....haaaaaha..Aiya, this mummy just can't wait to give birth soon...............

Few more weeks to go

Oops....few more weeks to go and I will be in that scary delivery room.....Its gonna be my 3rd experience.....Gosh, still I'm nervous and scare just like the first time.

We are so looking forward for baby Lana's arrival..so so much. I can't wait to hold and cuddle my new born baby girl that I've been carrying inside of me for 9 months. Tho, I'm sooooooooo not looking forward for the process of delivering and 1 month confinement.

Having my children are the most wonderful thing ever happen to me and Hubby. We are so trill and overjoyed. Oh ya, we are like other parent too that complaint and tired sometimes entertaining their behavioral but that makes the process more fun. You can be so upset or angry and them but once they start saying their words or smile..your heart just mellow down and you forget everything why you are angry at them in the 1st place

They are small but they can be smart too. They can teach us in so many ways and its a learning process for us all.

Well, wish me the best and please pray for me on my delivery day. All the best to me...and also to those other pregnant mama that are giving birth too.....I'm so tired and opusakan at all times during this month..wish its over soon

Maxis 3G Iphone Deal

I applied for this Maxis 3G Iphone Deal and not sure whether Maxis will approve it as they will need to check on our bill history. However, after applying for it...I got an APPROVED from them the next day and can pick up the new 3G Iphone on the 23/3.

The problem is, I am no more interested with it...Hmmn, I should go to Maxis Centre next week and cancel it.....I don't see of me using this high tech hand phone where else I am only a house wife. I don't need it and I tried browsing it on its just too complicated. I prefer a small handphone with the neccessties use only..heeehe.

Anyhow, anyone interested with it can Log in to Maxis and check out the deal which will end on the 17/3/09. Hurry up cause its limited.