Self Confidances

Oh yeah....I am losing it.....LOl.

Before, I've always hope that how I can turn back the time...but NOW, I am GREATFUL for everything..the GOOD and the BAD. I learned a lot from it. Mistakes that made me a better person I am now and also the great memories that I collected along this journey.

What I mean is that...I don't feel CUTE anymore.....haaaahaaaa. I can't wear those cute pretty dresses not skinny jeans, tight cloths and so on.....the list can go on and on......My hair is in a mess and my face needs facial.....heeeeeheeee..

However, I should not complaint. I am not the only one. I will have that time if my interest have not changed tho by that time. Haaaahaaa..My piorities are my children now. I had my momont already....Heeehee (dulu2 bah bila blum kahwin and masi dating2.....) Thats why I got married early....Bunga telah dipetik they said. I am still young after all and I have 3 wonderful children...They are growing up so fast after all....By that time, we will be super close and share the same interest I hope with my girls....

So....I  am not losing my confidances after all...its just that I am busy with kids and chores at home...Lol..silly me...........after all, Hubby is providing the best to us...why complaint? keeekee.....mulau bah....I Thank Lord for the abundance gift and blessing from HIM.


I think I got my case to rest....need to cari masa saja bah this..not at this near moment tho.....me again now this ada mood baking and cooking. I am becoming a better housewife and mother to my own family...an improvement and kudos to me..after all, those can wait even tho still need to take care. Neglecting our children is a No NO No.....

Have a great day ya all.... :)