oh yeah..oh yeah..its out

Finally, we got our design for our house from our interior designer. Yeah!!!!
For those who are following, our house is not done yet but almost there. 60% completed.
At the moment, have to save more money to complete the house. Pecah kepala pula kan mau renovate/buat rumah this...Tho, I enjoy the process....the process is slow but I am  still happy. Something to look forward with rather then nothing kan kan kan :)

Well, these are design that I'm about to share..tho, we are not going to follow the whole thing especially the furniture...but the white tiles and cabinets are the one we've chosen...overall, satisfied. Did I mention? I have a very good contractor? His employees did a good job on the tiles and plaster. His work no cincai one and one 'sabar' contractor :) anybody intrested? I surely recommend him.

                                          Dry kitchen( I just love it.Its simple) Wet kitchen                                                                                   is at d other side of the slider( I find it unique)

                                                            My dream living room

                                                 Dining Room area - I love the mirrors :)

                                                          Living room/ dining room

What do you think? You ask me? I love it. The interior designer and contractor are good friends and so far, I have no complaints. The did a better job then the original idea I had. I was blown away when I received the email. I don't need for them to redo it. Thanks to my contractor Donald Hong and his friend the interior designer (lady) ;)

Till my next post....xoxo

Happy Wedding Anniversary

To my dear Husband,

Happy Anniversary to us and a Blessed Birthday to you too Baby....

I am so Blessed to have such a wonderful husband and a Father to our children.

6 years had passed and it seem only yesterday we meet and discovered our true feelings towards each other. I am so grateful towards the bitter sweet in our life and  the journey that we've went through. It was not easy but we made the best out of everything. We confide and comfort each other throughout our difficult moments and that makes us even better for each other. We are our each other better half.

I love you soo and no words could describe my whole love to you baby. Looking forward for more years to come and holding hand enjoying the sunset when we are old at each other side...Love you baby....Your a wonderful Husband and Daddy to our kids. xoxo

again...Happy Birthday to you baby and happy anniversary

Another few weeks to go...

Oh yeah......My husband is coming home next month...Just can't wait. Tho, don't know how long he will be home.....

What I am trying to say is that......Its goin to be our 6th wedding anniversary....yeah..time flies so much and we are so blessed....................................................I hope we will have the chances to celebrate it..maybe a stroll in the park or by the sea will be great.....and its also his birthday.

It had been long we didn't celebrate his bday..so, thinking of giving him a surprise. Not sure yet..still thinking.

Anyhow, I just can't wait to have my husband home. our kids surely misses him very much.

till again.. : ) Happy holiday....and its gonna be school day for my kids again.......my everyday routine is starting all over again....lol... ;)

Sad but I forgive and will pray for you

Life must go on and yes I forgive you, you and you......

I am sad that such a small thing that you meant nothing to harm anybody could create a misunderstanding...and trigger peoples true colors.

I was dissapointed to find out from my good frens that frens of ours could be such. I was not angry but sad. I could be those type of people that trigger and talk back but NO. I am far better then them and I would do anything to hurt them. Let it be. I am counting all my blessings...

However, I will not say that I am over it. I am so sad...sampai time sikul2 also kena bawa2 bah...Lol. I have no issue with it tho. I found comfort from my husband and he gave me good advices as usual and not forgetting my good frens as well...It show that my life can be so intresting that some people just have to follow I guess...heeehee.....Gees, they look so childish by doing that and revealing that everything that I might have??? tajam mata ooo...frens of mine been flocking and telling me but I would mind.kenapa tu jess? Jealous ka apa? sampai semua pun mo kena ckp ooo...frens of mine telling...heeehee...kalo me, I dnt mind but they seriously need to grow up....well, just leave them bah.....let them have they joy and moment..

oh well, I think I am over it by now while writing this blog of mine..lol again.....silly why I cried. Concern I guess for them? Well, please do know that I will always include you in my rosary prayers and daily prayers.I hope that fren of ours will find peace in your own heart. I find that being close to God made me stronger day by day. Things like this is a waste of time..I have more important things in my life. I will not hate you k....no worrries...

cheers everyone ; )

Dreaming...hoping....can't wait..

here I am again........talking abt my unfinish house yet.....so much to do and yet no money to continue at the moment.....lol.....

I angan2 kena jackpot so I can finish the house....haaahaa.....I wonder when will that happen...will be 0.001 chances is good enough if I do buy a ticket or few.... ;p

What to do....wait saja lar....I can't wait to deco the house and the kids will have their own room...mesti force....lol....

Till again....chiao...

I am sooo tempted...

I am soooo tempted to book any of the promotion that AIRASIA is having now.......but..I don't dare to do so without my husband's permission.

I was saying: Hubby, Airasia having promotion oh...can ka I book?
Hubby: No need...if got money later..biar lar how much the ticket..I will purchase also that. Don't you pandai2 book ah...rugi later if not jadi..
Me: OK....wth muka 10 cent....

Lol....funny jg this...My hubby don't want to waste money for things that are not necessary and uncertain with his working schedule. I did booked few last time but semua not jadi cause he was away working......so, better ikut cakap hubby lar...

I think if my husband want to bring holiday suda...ada time also that. I know that if my Hubby yang bring p holiday....I am 1 happy lady this....I could shop till I drop..My fav highlight.mana2 p pun, even d rumah..Family time jg hubby said....betul jg...

Kalo mau cuti, dnt want alang2 my hubby always tell me....Ok lar....He kinda get it right most of the time....He is my better half and he knows me pretty well :)

Its almost end of May..

Wah..its almost end of the month...don't you think that time do flies so fast? Thats what I feel......kinda.

My kids are growing very fast and so many things around me that I have to do...I can't catch up...uwaaauwaaa....

Missing my husband very much..oh yes, he went off to work again....Will be seeing my husband again in July...can't wait. Nowdays..he comes back more often as kinda consistant and sticking to this 1 company...we meet more often and he works not so far as usaul..in Labuan...more request minta p labuan lar...kalo kena reject..what to do lar..have to go to other oil field. Last time, almost 5 months offshore...so sandi that.. now only 45 days work n mayb 1 week or 2 hols..better what right? Dulu like 3 days..suda jalan..tia sempat pun apa....Lol..

My girls are so sweet....kinda like me I think..thats why I kinda know how to talk to them if they are rebelling..ada time tu..sampai mau kasi kluar the 'pasut' already. I am struggeling with my son. There are times he can be so sweet and times that if he rebels...sana lar kami...gaduh habis....he gives me the silent treatment and me pula berabis sweet talk and sumtimes mau treaten him...still he won't budge..why that ah? I think he wants male companion but his 2 boy cousins won't let him join them cause his younger..what to do.Kesian also me. He ends up playing himself and always wanna follow me where ever I go. That 1 I do understand when he needs a fren to play and talk too..Sumtimes, I think he takes advantages on me..kesian the sisters pula I think.....the bigs sister ok but the younger 1 constant want to argue with her big brother..delimma also sumtimes...LOl.....kids growing up....

Well, signing off...