Missing you

Yeah....missing my hubby so much..and its not even a month yet. Really love having my husband around.

My better half makes me giggle, smile and laugh..oh yeah, he makes me cry too in a good way..miss his smile and sweetness.

I love it when we read each's other mind and how  we could just click....you say they word out from my mouth.....

I admit that it annoys me but I miss it when he love cooking supper for us.....starts of with maggie, then ice cream or chocolate..anything sweet. I miss my hubby's massage. Miss being pampered by my man...I miss you hubby...most of all....I love you...we miss you....xoxo

Your my better half....we make/made each other's life miserable and blissful and yet we try our best to enjoy every moment of it. I am so blessed and grateful for having you part of my life...my blessing from God. Thank you 

Part time Job..

Yeah, finally I got a job; but its part time. I am happy for myself. FINALLY. I've always wanted to work but to work fulltime is not a sure thing for me but I will give it a shoot if I do have a chance and located in KK.

Anyway, I went for an interview last month and I was'nt sure whether I would get it. Then the next morning, My aunt called up. The want to hire me but the bummer is; I've to be posted in Lahad Datu. Regratfuly, I decline the offer..

Before I decline the offer, I did gave it a though but being away from the kids will be hard for me. The pay was generous and benefits was good.Talk to my supportive husband and disscussed all the pros and cons.  Oh well, maybe next time. God has a better plan for me in my mind.

Few weeks after, the company contacted my aunt and was offering me another job. Retainership for 6 months. The pay is good and I only work for 3-6 days in a month..Thats an opportunity and I grabbed it..ahaks...I guess my luck just came and God is giving me the blessing. My Hubby agreed as well...

Here I am...Blabbing in excitment. Heeheee. I will meet up with my Director next week and gonna sign that contract. I will be their representative here in KK. Its a good company and I heard a lot of good reviews. My cousin is also working with this company and treating the employees well according to my source.

till then....have a great day ahead..

oh yeah..oh yeah..its out

Finally, we got our design for our house from our interior designer. Yeah!!!!
For those who are following, our house is not done yet but almost there. 60% completed.
At the moment, have to save more money to complete the house. Pecah kepala pula kan mau renovate/buat rumah this...Tho, I enjoy the process....the process is slow but I am  still happy. Something to look forward with rather then nothing kan kan kan :)

Well, these are design that I'm about to share..tho, we are not going to follow the whole thing especially the furniture...but the white tiles and cabinets are the one we've chosen...overall, satisfied. Did I mention? I have a very good contractor? His employees did a good job on the tiles and plaster. His work no cincai one and one 'sabar' contractor :) anybody intrested? I surely recommend him.

                                          Dry kitchen( I just love it.Its simple) Wet kitchen                                                                                   is at d other side of the slider( I find it unique)

                                                            My dream living room

                                                 Dining Room area - I love the mirrors :)

                                                          Living room/ dining room

What do you think? You ask me? I love it. The interior designer and contractor are good friends and so far, I have no complaints. The did a better job then the original idea I had. I was blown away when I received the email. I don't need for them to redo it. Thanks to my contractor Donald Hong and his friend the interior designer (lady) ;)

Till my next post....xoxo

Happy Wedding Anniversary

To my dear Husband,

Happy Anniversary to us and a Blessed Birthday to you too Baby....

I am so Blessed to have such a wonderful husband and a Father to our children.

6 years had passed and it seem only yesterday we meet and discovered our true feelings towards each other. I am so grateful towards the bitter sweet in our life and  the journey that we've went through. It was not easy but we made the best out of everything. We confide and comfort each other throughout our difficult moments and that makes us even better for each other. We are our each other better half.

I love you soo and no words could describe my whole love to you baby. Looking forward for more years to come and holding hand enjoying the sunset when we are old at each other side...Love you baby....Your a wonderful Husband and Daddy to our kids. xoxo

again...Happy Birthday to you baby and happy anniversary

Another few weeks to go...

Oh yeah......My husband is coming home next month...Just can't wait. Tho, don't know how long he will be home.....

What I am trying to say is that......Its goin to be our 6th wedding anniversary....yeah..time flies so much and we are so blessed....................................................I hope we will have the chances to celebrate it..maybe a stroll in the park or by the sea will be great.....and its also his birthday.

It had been long we didn't celebrate his bday..so, thinking of giving him a surprise. Not sure yet..still thinking.

Anyhow, I just can't wait to have my husband home. our kids surely misses him very much.

till again.. : ) Happy holiday....and its gonna be school day for my kids again.......my everyday routine is starting all over again....lol... ;)

Sad but I forgive and will pray for you

Life must go on and yes I forgive you, you and you......

I am sad that such a small thing that you meant nothing to harm anybody could create a misunderstanding...and trigger peoples true colors.

I was dissapointed to find out from my good frens that frens of ours could be such. I was not angry but sad. I could be those type of people that trigger and talk back but NO. I am far better then them and I would do anything to hurt them. Let it be. I am counting all my blessings...

However, I will not say that I am over it. I am so sad...sampai time sikul2 also kena bawa2 bah...Lol. I have no issue with it tho. I found comfort from my husband and he gave me good advices as usual and not forgetting my good frens as well...It show that my life can be so intresting that some people just have to follow I guess...heeehee.....Gees, they look so childish by doing that and revealing that everything that I might have??? tajam mata ooo...frens of mine been flocking and telling me but I would mind.kenapa tu jess? Jealous ka apa? sampai semua pun mo kena ckp ooo...frens of mine telling...heeehee...kalo me, I dnt mind but they seriously need to grow up....well, just leave them bah.....let them have they joy and moment..

oh well, I think I am over it by now while writing this blog of mine..lol again.....silly why I cried. Concern I guess for them? Well, please do know that I will always include you in my rosary prayers and daily prayers.I hope that fren of ours will find peace in your own heart. I find that being close to God made me stronger day by day. Things like this is a waste of time..I have more important things in my life. I will not hate you k....no worrries...

cheers everyone ; )

Dreaming...hoping....can't wait..

here I am again........talking abt my unfinish house yet.....so much to do and yet no money to continue at the moment.....lol.....

I angan2 kena jackpot so I can finish the house....haaahaa.....I wonder when will that happen...will be 0.001 chances is good enough if I do buy a ticket or few.... ;p

What to do....wait saja lar....I can't wait to deco the house and the kids will have their own room...mesti force....lol....

Till again....chiao...